Yeah… when I get busy I forget to do things I normally do like update my wordpress… It’s been awhile and alot has changed even from my last update… well actually not that much…
I decided not to take Gospel Choir so I can be free to take a dance class @ my studio called Warfare Weapons… talk about being drenched in sweat… that’s all I can say… I am in the Modern Class on Tuesdays though so I am dancing 4 days a week… Sunday Monday Tuesday and Thursday…I also am not taking the Jazz African class or the Ballet class on Saturdays… because I desperately need to go to driving school (yet again) so I can get my license cuz this 2 hour commute to a place that’s 15 minutes away is just utterly ridiculous… So as soon as I get some money I will definitely be doing that
Angela and I have started back our weekly prayer times… and not a moment too soon because for a lil while there I felt like my life was a living hell… partially due to my decisions but that no longer matters…
People have come in and out of my life like a revolving door and that has been crazy too…
I’ve been kinda warming up to Bowie… it’s still this totally different place I’m trying to decide if I like or not… sometimes I loathe my decision to come her and at other times I’m just glad that I don’t have to be @ home all the time… I miss York so much… I really do… but its all good
I need a job so bad… I’ve been applying for so much
***Update to the Update***
I also have this weird peace and feeling of serenity for some reason… Like though things going on in my life are the same they’re not bothering me… Angela says her pastor made a point to say that if circumstances in our lives are bothering us its because we’re not focusing on God… this may be true… cuz for a while there I had my focuses elsewhere… On someone that doesn’t matter…
I’m so glad you have some peace and serenity. After I watched that ridiculous How Big God is or whatever video…today I started praying for you to get a job in a very different way now that my view of God was just exploded basically. Instead of saying Give Ashley a job..my prayer goes something a little more like this:
God, please provide Ashley a job in YOUR timing. Please provide her with a job that gives her the right amount of hours – not the hours she wants to work or I want her to work, but the hours that will be life giving her for but still meets her needs. Give her a job not just that makes the most money but that will be a comfortable work environment with friendly people so she can look forward to going to work. I pray that the job that she gets would be in your control and would be of your choice – because you’re a BIG God and you can have it anyway you want it, we recognize that way is the best way. AMEN!